It's a sunny September afternoon, and the room is packed. It's like a movie theater before the lights go down — the buzz of nervous energy, nattering about plans for the weekend, someone lingering in the aisle until the very last minute.
But this isn't the movies. It's a courtroom, one where the stakes aren't just "jail" or "no jail," but are much deeper for many of the people in the room.
Idaho has 10 special mental health courts, where adult felons with one of four mental illnesses show up each week to talk to a judge.
"What are you learning in therapy?" the judge will likely ask. "Tell me why you missed a drug test," he'll say, or, "I hear your new medications are working?"
After a brief interview, the judge might send the person to jail for a weekend for noncompliance or offer praise and a promotion to the next phase of mental health court's demanding two-year program.
Caldwell's mental health court is where you'll find Shannon Guevara, 34, a Nampa housewife and mother of four. She's been to prison twice. This is her chance to keep from making a third trip.
Guevara was arrested in July for holding an empty meth baggie — the methamphetamine residue on it was enough for a drug charge — and for violating probation. The mental health court team welcomed Guevara, who has bipolar disorder, but she's waiting to find out whether a sentencing judge for her drug and probation charges will decide to send her to prison.
"When I got arrested, to me, it was a blessing," Guevara said. "I felt a load lifted off my shoulders. I know I'm facing a new charge, and yes, I may end up back in prison. But in the long run, I'm sober. And maybe, if the judges allow it, I'll get the help through the mental health court, and I think that'll be the help I need. But at least I'm not using anymore. And I didn't follow through with the plans I had."
Those plans were to kill herself, she said.
Mental health court is designed to rehabilitate Idahoans whose severe mental illnesses get them in trouble with the law — whether it's stealing money to maintain a drug habit, committing a felony during a psychotic episode or getting caught with the uppers or downers they abuse to self-medicate.
CRIME AND ILLNESS
Idaho's courtrooms, jails and prisons are full of people whose mental illnesses are linked to their crimes.
When the U.S. began to "de-institutionalize" people with mental illness in the late 20th century, placing them in communities instead of in hospitals, those people increasingly ended up in the criminal justice system, according to the National Institute of Corrections.
Many Idahoans with mental illness use drugs or alcohol to drown out hallucinations, stop panic attacks, numb post-traumatic stress or ease depression. Some end up committing crimes while drugged or drunk.
Ada County Sheriff Gary Raney said about 10 percent of his jail's population have chronic mental health disorders, and 20 percent have acute mental illnesses. Many have stopped taking their medications.
"The pattern for our inmates has been repeated thousands of times," Raney said. "People who suffer mental illness begin to decompensate and, partly because of a lack of support services in the community, they continue to spiral until they act out in a way that constitutes a crime. Law enforcement is called and because we have nowhere else to take them, they end up in jail.
When we wait until someone with mental illness commits a crime before we take action, we're not only doing them a disservice by housing them amongst a criminal population, but at $88 per day, it is some of the most expensive housing we could put them in."
One in three Idaho inmates has mental health needs, according to the Idaho Department of Correction. When those prisoners are released, they have a much harder time finding work, staying on the good side of the law and getting care than other ex-convicts do.
A national study will release findings this year on whether giving offenders Medicaid upon release keeps them from falling into crime and unemployment. Idaho doesn't offer Medicaid to most adults, and Gov. Butch Otter and the Idaho Legislature have balked at expanding the program under the Affordable Care Act.
Listen to Shannon Guevara and others talk about mental health and the justice system:
A TROUBLED CHILDHOOD
Guevara grew up in Caldwell in the 1980s and 1990s. Her mother was addicted to heroin, and Guevara tried crank — a form of methamphetamine — and marijuana as a teenager when people offered it to her at parties. But she never got hooked.
Guevara says she was raped multiple times before age 15. Afterward, she began having symptoms of a psychiatric disorder, though she didn't know that's what was happening at the time. She just knew she didn't feel OK.
When Shannon was 15, she married Roman Guevara, a pipefitter and welder who was 35 at the time. Her mother, who knew she couldn't take care of Shannon, signed off on the marriage.
"He was a lot older, but he was willing to take care of me, and he offered me a better home than what I've ever had," she remembers. "And since then, we were together."
Throughout their 20-year marriage, Shannon Guevara has had mood swings — depressed episodes that trap her in bed for a week, and manic episodes of cleaning-and-shopping binges that last a few days. Roman Guevara says he long suspected something was wrong with his wife's brain chemistry but didn't want to accept that she could have a mental illness.
"The way I was raised, you don't get depressed," she said. "You do your duties as a mom and wife, and that's just - you just deal with it."
Shannon Guevara, of Nampa, is a recovering drug addict who has bipolar disorder and got treatment after being arrested and jailed multiple times.
THE BREAKING POINTS
Like many families, the Guevaras took a financial tumble in 2009. They had mortgages on two houses, sank too much money into starting a boxing club, got sued after their dog attacked a postal worker — and then Roman Guevara got laid off, eliminating their sole source of income.
Shannon attempted suicide and was hospitalized. Doctors told the Guevaras what was wrong: Shannon has bipolar disorder.
But Roman Guevara fought the doctors.
"I was mad, (saying) 'She's not gonna stay here. She's coming home with me. She's not crazy,' " he said. "I tell her now, if anybody is to blame, it's me."
When she got out of the hospital, Shannon took the lithium pills the doctors prescribed her, "but they made me feel like a zombie," so she quit taking them.
The Guevaras couldn't afford for Shannon to see a doctor to fix the medications, and a friend suggested meth as a way to "keep up with everything," Guevara said.
Shannon tried meth and immediately got hooked.
"I didn't realize how addicting it could be," she said. "During that time, when everything was happening, I was starting to get really depressed and feel suicidal."
She couldn't stop using even when it disgusted her. She spent the family's sparse cash on drugs, lied to her husband, sold drugs to pay for her habit and was charged with battery for a fight.
She was busted in 2009 after a drug deal — her first felony arrest — and sent to the state women's prison in Kuna for eight months. The prison sentence only made her illness worse, she said. It was an easy place to ignore her deteriorating mental health, because her fellow inmates didn't trust the doctors, and Guevara could sleep all day. There was no reason to get better.
She was released, then relapsed and went back to prison for drugs in 2010.
Then she got clean again for almost three years.
On Easter this year, her sister came to a barbecue at the Guevaras' house with meth. Shannon couldn't resist.
Embarrassed and angry at herself for turning to drugs once again, Shannon wanted to die. She planned to drive her car off a cliff. The only thing stopping her, Shannon says, was that Roman knew she was on meth and suicidal again, and he'd taken away her car.
Shannon Guevara talks on the phone with husband Roman as her children arrive home from school in late September. Her youngest child, 12-year-old Mercedes, helps fix dinner for herself and three older brothers. Mercedes, who goes by "Mercy," likes to skateboard and ride her bike. She worries when Shannon is using drugs that something bad will happen to her mother.
Roman Guevara called police. The officers found Shannon on a Monday in early July, wandering in a Nampa subdivision near her house with the meth baggie in her pocket.
Roman immediately filed for divorce. He was fed up and couldn't predict what Shannon would do next. He didn't want to be liable for his wife's erratic behavior.
Like everyone in mental-health court, Shannon Guevara got another chance when a judge wondered if her crimes stemmed from an untreated psychiatric disorder.
LACK OF FUNDING A THREAT TO SUCCESS
Mental health courts are small, intense, "problem-solving courts" with defendants who have pleaded guilty to felonies and been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder or major depression with psychotic features.
Defendants spend 18 to 22 months in a kind of mental-health boot camp. They attend classes. Go to 12-step meetings. Take psychiatric medication. Change their deep-rooted habits.
"I didn't realize how marginalized people were in society who had serious mental illnesses until I started working here," said Kelly Jennings, coordinator for Ada County Mental Health Court. "Not everybody graduates with an A+, not everybody sails through the program — in fact, that's rare — but getting through the program ... that's a big accomplishment, especially for somebody struggling with mental health issues."
Many of the people Jennings has shepherded through the program in the past nine years end up there because they ran out of money for medications, she said.
The courts are run through the Idaho Supreme Court, but the program draws resources from a laundry list of state agencies, with most of the hands-on treatment provided by the Idaho Department of Health and Welfare.
The courts have a successful record. Not a perfect record — about 20 percent of the Ada County court's graduates commit new felonies within two years — but that's "much more successful" than straight probation, Jennings said. The recidivism rate for all Idaho Department of Correction probationers is about 31 percent.
Ada County's court can take about 40 people at one time. Canyon County's has space for about 25.
Health and Welfare once provided six full-time staff for Ada County's court. Now it's down to four.
Those employees are "doing an amazing job of still cranking out assessments and still providing class hours," despite budget-related staffing cuts, Jennings said. "At some point in time, if you go from six people to four people ... there's not as many staff hours in the day."
Another funding gap that drags on the potential success of mental health court is a $55 to $60 monthly fee — meant to cover utilities and overhead — that the defendants must pay to gain access to a pool of housing money.
They aren't allowed to work in the early stages of the program, so finding $55 or $60 each month can be impossible.
"That might mean that instead of being placed in housing for six consecutive months while their meds are becoming stable and they're getting used to the program, they end up at a shelter," Jennings said. "Health and Welfare has some funding that can pay for that. It's not available for everyone every time, and once that particular pot of money dries up, there's literally nowhere to get that money."
A woman in the Ada County program just lost housing because her family couldn't afford to pay her housing fee anymore, Jennings said. She ended up in a homeless shelter.
The Rev. Bill Roscoe, who runs Boise Rescue Mission, confirmed that his organization routinely houses mental health court participants. Nobody is allowed in the program while living on the streets, so the mission's shelters are a fallback while participants just released from jail get their lives back in order.
"It's a big problem for anybody in any situation to not have housing," Jennings said. "But to have a serious mental illness and be trying not to use (or) fall into your substance abuse pattern, while you don't have a roof over your head, or you don't have a place to put your clothing or take a shower - is a problem."
'NEVER BEEN COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN'
Curtis O'Daniel, 41, lives at one of the sober-living houses that requires one of the $55 housing fees.
O'Daniel, a Boise native, was diagnosed at 13 with depression. That morphed into major depressive disorder with psychotic features. Now, he is diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder — a mix of bipolar disorder and schizophrenia.
He's been sent to Idaho jails and psychiatric hospitals "too many times to count," he said. But being at the sober-living house in West Boise may help cement his recovery from drug addiction, he said.
One reason? He can walk a few steps from his room and be at an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting.
When you meet O'Daniel, you might notice the short-cropped silver hair. Or his black clothes. Maybe you'll notice how long it takes for him to make eye contact.
But O'Daniel's most striking feature is his sense of humor. During a mental health court hearing in September, O'Daniel told the judge that he's been going on "field trips — that aren't jail."
O'Daniel is in the earliest phase of mental health court. He started in June and moved into the sober living center a month later.
"I've never been comfortable in my own skin. I've always been sort of restless, felt out of place, didn't quite fit in," O'Daniel said. "I learned how to self-medicate at an early age."
He says the hospital stays would always help at first, but then he'd be released and on his own. He always returned to drugs.
"I'll start having a panic attack, and I can see two-dimensional things on the wall like demons and skeletons," he said. "It just reminds me of a bad acid trip."
'I DESERVE MY CHANCE TO OVERCOME IT'
O'Daniel ended up in Ada County Jail after a three-day meth binge that ended in a felony arrest.
Now, he sees a psychiatrist twice a month through mental health court. His prescriptions are a shot of an antipsychotic every two weeks, another drug to manage the antipsychotic's side effects, an antidepressant and a medication that helps him sleep.
O'Daniel still has frequent thoughts of suicide but calls his mother or a suicide hotline when he's feeling very low.
"Mental illness is like being alone all the time," he said. "But when you have all this outside influence to help you get better ... you realize, I'm not alone, I'm not unique, there's other people before me that had the same obstacles. They were able to overcome it. I'm a human being, I deserve my chance to overcome it. I know in time, if I keep my head right, I'll be there."
If he completes mental health court, he can avoid going to prison — a big motivator to stick with it, he said.
"I got seven years hanging over my head for residue in a pipe," he said.
He is encouraged by his mother, Patsy McGourty, who spent her career in courtrooms where people are involuntarily committed. McGourty eventually sought to have her own mother and son, O'Daniel, committed.
McGourty is quick to praise the mental health courts, as well as the involuntary psychiatric hospital commitments that run at breakneck pace through Idaho's courts. She just wishes Idaho would invest in prevention — to pre-empt the mental health crises that stretch the limits of Idaho's courts, jails and prisons.
"We don't punish people for having diabetes. You know?" she said. "And (mental illness is) no different. Except it causes a lot of havoc in our society."
CHASING AWAY THE MONSTER
Roman Guevara has dropped his divorce lawsuit. Shannon said she hasn't used drugs since July.
Shannon visited a court-appointed psychiatrist for the first time in years a few weeks ago. Before the appointment, she fretted.
What if the drugs made her feel like a zombie again?
Would she miss the energy from manic episodes — energy that created nothing but havoc but made her feel like a superwoman?
What if meds changed her personality?
Would she disappear?
A few days after her first appointment, she smiled and laughed with relief. The psychiatrist gave her a new drug, Latuda, that wasn't knocking her out. It made her feel like the Shannon who cooks dinner, sleeps through the night, takes showers, doesn't crave meth, doesn't go on shopping sprees. The "regular" Shannon.
Now, the Guevaras wait to hear what comes next — whether Shannon will end up in prison or mental-health court.
Roman hopes for a fresh start with the woman he loves, without the illness that throws their lives into chaos.
"I've always said that that's another person in her," Roman Guevara said. "That other person, I call a monster. ... I truthfully hope for this to control that monster and keep it away from her, because that person is not Shannon."
Audrey Dutton: 377-6448, Twitter: @IDS_Audrey
"In Crisis" is a collaboration between Boise State Public Radio and the Idaho Statesman.